I can't Fly w/o him By: ate abby ng Flyff.ph forum

Well hindi ko ma q-quote ngayon ang Thread since hindi ko ma access yung Flyff forum
Pero 2ngkol yun sa lovelife ni ate abby tapos for some reason xempre as a girl tapos may lovelife nakakarelate ako pero hindi kami pareho ng sitwasyon naiintindihan ko lang siya x.x

Etoh 3 songs na dinededicate ko sa ibaibang Lovelife na magugulo

---1st---
Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you're next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt


How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you, things'll never be the same
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

----2nd---
And I’m drying out, crying out,
This isn’t how I go…

I could tell you of a man not so tall
Who said, “Life’s a circus, and so we are small.”
Tell you of a girl that I saw
I froze in the moment and she changed it all

And I’m drying out, crying out,
This isn’t how I go
Hurry now, lay me down
And let these waters flow, flow

Son, I am not everything you thought that I would be
But every story I have told is part of me
Son, I leave you now, but you have so much more to do
And every story I have told is a part of you

----3rd---
You sat me down beside myself
To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you
Was this for real? It's hard to tell
'Cause it was such a beautiful mess we had got into

I'm gonna overcome this, paper hearts can't win this time
And all along I should have known this wasn't your dream, it was mine
I know you wanted me to give up this life to be
Everything I was back when you had the hands my heart was in

I was never good at goodbye...

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face

When we were starting out, you believed in me without a doubt
You were the finest thing to happen to a boy like me
It's so much harder now, I wanna try and tell you how
There is so much love in me, even though it's hard to see

And I was never good at goodbye...

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
'Cause I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes

Today I couldn't stay awake
Feels like I'm drowning in this firewater lake
I won't be sleeping much tonight
It's not the same without you lying by my side
(Right beside me)

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
'Cause I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes

I know you wanted me to give up my life to be
(Can I swallow this bottle whole?)
Everything I am when you're the only thing that I can see
(Can I swallow this bottle whole?)
I'm sorry but you're not the, not the only one for me
(So this brain in my head can forget your face)

You left me here beside myself
Left me with all the reasons why I was wrong for you

-------End------


Yan ok ba? ang gulo noh? ganyan 3feelings ng mageend na rel oh nag end

HEhehe
Happy New year!
Nyah buhayin ba ang patay na blog?
Well how do you expect na mag blog ang isang tao na parepareho lang pangyayari sa buhay everyday? siyempre newyear naman kaya ilalagay ko narin sa blog kasi 1nce a year lang toh hehehehe
Well sana this year mas maganda last year kasi parang hindi dumaan ang 2006 sakin >.<