my will be done...?

when i was young ,
i wanted to write a story, i wanted to sing and dance, i wanted to help people, i wanted to draw
i had so many things in mind, that i cannot decide what to pursue , until i realize i can't focus on one.
but today i still want to do all , i feel i'm someone who's half-witted with everything.
i can do everything but not good enough to be worth-it.
i can say i like all but not love it, because i never really achieved anything from it.
except from online game i guess.. it's not something to be proud of anyway.
one day i want to be able to write even one story.
make a comic/manga/movie out of it.
write and sing a song about it.
and it would be something that can change someone.
if i could do that , my life would be worth it.